| I woke up at 6am ..-_-
WHO WAKES UP AT 6AM!!!!^{%^}*#*#+#
anyways I decided to go blog hopping. Entertaining much read ze all haill
suhail's blog finally. I dun see the entertainment by ze friends thi her narcisstic view of herself
does open herself to critiscsm but tts not surprising since
1. She's an 18 yr old
2. She's an 18 yr old
lol
can't say much abt my blog. Someone mentioned I blogged "like" an 18 yr old lol. anyway the content of a blog dun matter right. Different ppl use it for different stuff and me
I use it just to write whatever... ( just so happens tt whatever is a lot of whinging) hehe
anyway......... I read somewhere tt we shouldn't wait fer tt perfect life to settle in... Life us watcut us right now. And Leo said wats wrong with being alone. Just accept it. Hmmm
hmm and I wonder why do I always go thru stages of diacontenent in my brain when I know very well it does not do any good for me.
Key word: "acceptance"
1. Accept tt this is your life right now
2. Accept tt there's nothing much u can do except
to appreciate
3.accept tt you create yournown smiles and decision is based on what makes you happy
4. There are no sure fire formula .. Life is like black Jack. Is whether you hit 21 or not. If not then too bad
5. ..........
Conclusion?
If u're awake at 6am N u haf absolutely nuthin to do and no kne to talk
to..
"ACCEPT"
Lol
whatever roinky...khekhe
hey apple..
FYI u guys shd really go watch annoying orange on YouTube |
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| I been on survival mode. Survive today is my main mantra. Sleeping doesn't seem to do it anymore. It's like I'm living life on a short string. Somethin always yanks me back
I wonder why .
I not bn able to feel happiness
someone once sadid to me tt I live life impulsively tts y I'm confused. I cannot find a logicAl reason as to y my problems r like tt . Confusing. Tts y I need someone to unconfuse me..
She's good .....I agree.. I do tt alot
but my logical side has never Werked. I werk based on instinct... So wat do I do? Try to think logically?
Tots I haf on a Sunday morning bleagh
Also I'm kinda dry on the relationship front. Bleagh |
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| Yesterday was the finals of the league. And we lost to NJ and we didn't even complete the game. It's like the weather told me to just give it up sya. Lightning thundered down confirming our scores 2-1 to NJ. When I was told the news of us robbed our 15 mins of chance, I teared a little, then I saw the faces of my girls and they kinda looked lost.. and sad... (well we lost to ourselves). In my mind i was thinking whether I should be sad about it or help the kids out. Of course I helped the kids out. (when in the back of my mind I wanted to kill the person who's responsible for this shitty league) sigh .. sigh is all I have. I wanted to scream.. but my heart was breaking (literally) and I wanted to turn to someone for a bit of 'its ok" or a hug or i duno.. nothing. nothing came to me. And nothing has been my life lately. I have been wandering alone without anyone. YEah at first it was ok but it's coming to impossible. I need someone to tell my shit to to rant at i need to let go.. but i have no one. and there's nobody. what do i do now? sigh |
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